The thirteenth part of my adventure in becoming a TV / Sissy

I sat in the back of Holgers van. Completely in the dark, because of the blindfold, unable to speak, because of the gag and unable to move my hands because of the cuffs and the trigger hook.

Some music was playing quietly and Holger hummed, while he was driving.

As I had no sight I was not able to see where we were going. Only by feeling how the car braked, took turns and how and how long it accelerated, I tried to get an idea how far we were going and on what kind of street. It was not the highway I thought, because it was way to slow for that, but it was not in the city also, because it would have been to fast.

After some time, I honestly don't know how much time had passed since our departure, the van stopped.

I heard how Holger got out of the drivers seat, closed his door and opened the slide-door seconds later. He got in the van and removed blindfold and gag. The trigger hook was opened but the cuffs stayed on.

"Do you know where we are?", he asked me.

"No Sir", I answered a bit concerned. I looked through the windows and saw only woods. We had parked on the side of a country road.

"Around 1 kilometer away from here is a parking lot on this side of the road,", Holger explained to me, "it is some kind of meeting spot for gay men. I visit this place relatively often and most of the time there are 3 or 4 guys around. Even on friday evening/night."

"And what are we doing here?", I asked.

"Well", he answered, "we will have some fun I think."

He got out of the car, closed the door and got back in the drivers seat. We drove the rest of the way, but shortly before we reached the entry of the parking lot Holger stopped the car.

"Oh, I almost forgot", he began, "Would you get out of the car and come over to me? Bring the backpack"

I did as he wanted, opened the slide-door, walked around the van and gave him the backpack. He had opened his door, took the backpack and began to search for something inside.

After a few seconds he pulled a small chain out. As I looked closer, it was not a chain, more a leash. It had a trigger hook on one end and a leather-loop on the other side. Holger attached the leash to my collar.

"Better", he told me, "but not perfect. Would you close the slide-door please? I don't want mosquitos inside."

"Yes Sir", I answered and went back to his side of the car afterwards.

"Now I know what is missing", he told me, got out of his seat and began to fasten cuffs on my ankles.

After that he attached a chain, this time it was really one, on the cuffs on my ankles.

"Walk a bit", he told me and I walked in front of him some steps in a circle.

He looked at me, shook his head and changed the chain with a much shorter one. I was again asked to walk and this time I felt an effect. My steps were kind of small. Normally one of my steps is something around 70 - 80 cm, know it was like 30 cm.

"This is nice", he told me. He ordered me to turn around and to put my hands behind my back. He fastened the cuffs again with the trigger hook.

"That looks gorgeous", he said.

He entered the drivers seat of the van, closed the door and rolled down the window. He grabbed the leash and started the engine.

"Come on", he said. And began to drive very slowly. I started to patter, because I had no other choice. His grip on the leash was tight and I did not want to fall.

"I bet these guys are curious", Holger said to me. I looked up. On the parking lot were five cars. I had not observed them before.

Three guys stood beneath their cars, two of them smoked a cigarette, all looked towards us.

As we reached them Holger stopped his car in the middle of the place. The cars were all around and the other two guys stepped out of their cars too.

My horny self pushed adrenaline through my body and cheered, while my anxious self told me to shit myself. I did not listen to the anxious one.

Holger stepped out of the car with his backpack in his hands.

"Good evening", he shouted, "Somebody up for some fun?"

The guys came closer, greeted also and stood in a circle around us. "This slut here", he began and looked at me, "is really eager to serve".

The guys stared at me and I looked back. The guys were around 30 - 50 years old (I guess).

Some of them smiled, some of them looked kind of sceptical.

"Squat!", Holger ordered and I obeyed immediately. He let go of the leash, placed the backpack on the ground and got the blindfold out. He put it on me.

"Open your mouth!", he ordered. I obeyed again immediately.

Shortly after that I heard a zipper of some pants and someone stepped in front of me. I smelled his cock and began to lick and suck it.

"What's your name?", Holger asked.

"Thomas", was the answer.

After a few minutes Thomas stepped back and the next cock was put in front of my face. Within 20 minutes I had learned the names of the guys: Thomas, Erik, Bernd, Heinrich and Jörg.

After I knew everyone there was a cock put in front of my face and I started to lick and suck it again.

"Who is it?", Holger asked.

At first I did not even realize he spoke to me.

"Who's cock are you sucking slut?"

I had no idea. "Maybe Bernd?", I asked.

"Wrong", Holger said.

"What happens to little sluts who don't behave?", he asked me.

"They get punished?", I asked.

As soon as I had said that there was a smack on my ass. It was a crop with a thick leather strap on its end.

I was surprised and screamed out. It was not really hard and it did not really hurt, I was just not prepared.

"Let's do it again.", Holger said.

Cock after cock was put in front of my face and again everyone told me the name. I tried to memorize the cocks and the names by telling me the names and one feature of the cock in my mind (f.e. Thomas - big, Erik - smelly,..).

After that there I tried again, but failed again at the first one. This time I got 5 slaps on each ass cheek and this time they were a bit harder than the initial one.

On the next try I got Thomas and Erik right, but failed on the third. 10 slaps per cheek were the punishment this time.

I failed two more times and had gotten all together 50 slaps on each of my cheeks. My cheeks burned a bit.

"I wonder if the slut recognizes the cock when we fuck her?", asked Thomas.

"Don't know about that", Holger answered, "She has not had that much of anal exercise before. Plug- , Dildoplay and only a few real cocks as far as I know."

"That's right Sir", I said.

"We need to try it", Holger said, "Get up slut."

I got up and noticed, that my legs were shaking a bit, because I had squatted for quite some time.

Someone, I think it was Holger, grabbed my leash and we went to a wooden table, with attached benches, on the side of the parking lot. I was told to kneel on the bench and lay my upper body on the table. I did and shortly after that I felt how someone pulled my skirt up and pulled the plug out. I heard that someone got a bottle or tube of lube from Holgers backpack and shortly afterwards I felt the slobbery, wet gel on my asshole. It really got poured on my asshole.

The first cock was inserted in my asshole and began to fuck me slowly.

"Do you know who that is?", Holger asked.

"No Sir", I answered strained, "but it's so good".

10 slaps on each of my ass cheeks followed, while the cock still fucked my ass.

I was disappointed as it stopped. Again everyone fucked me for quite some time and told me their names. I tried to remember the size of the cock, if it felt uncomfortable because it was too big, if it was too small and I tried to remember the speed, if they touched me while they fucked me. I tried to remember every little bit.

It was really great, besides my mind was not really ready to remember things. I needed seven tries this time until I got everything correct. Meanwhile my ass hurt and burned a lot, it were 105 slaps per ass cheek this time.

After I had recognized everybody, the last one I needed to guess kept fucking me until he came. He pulled his cock out, got the condom off his cock and let the cum from the condom drip on my mask.

The other guys did the same and after everybody had finished they left. Holger and I were alone.

"Was this more enough?", he asked me.

"Yes Sir", I answered exhausted.

"Do you want to go back? It is 1:00 am right now."

"Yes Sir, please."

This time he did not blindfold, gag or cuff me. I was sitting in the van and saw, that we had been on the way quite some time. As we arrived at the theater again I was very tired and nearly fell asleep in the van earlier.

Holger got out of the car, opened the slide-door for me and let me out. Together we went back into the theater.

"Do you want me to get ready for bed Sir?", I asked as we were inside again.

"Not yet, slut", he answered.

We sat down on the barstools, had a coke to drink and smoked a few cigarettes, while we talked about the evening.

"Was this really what you wanted?", Holger asked me.

"I don't know", I answered, "I wanted more than we had done so far, because of the reasons I told you earlier. If I really wanted something like this, I don't know, but it was awesome."

"I know, I already asked you to be my slave and you refused, at least kind of. But now I only want you more. I will leave you now for 5 - 10 minutes and when I come back I want an answer."

"Yes Sir", I said, "I will think about it".

Holger came back after some minutes and looked at me expecting. He sat down on his barstool. I looked back at him, smiled and then I got off my barstool and got in my position on the floor. On my knees, legs a little spread, hands on my back and an upright back.

As I had assumed this position I said: "I am all yours Sir".