The sixth part of my adventure in becoming a TV / Sissy

The following weeks just contained:

- going to work in the morning

- getting dressed up after work

- (on wednesday: sucking the guy off in the theater, while wearing the lingerie under my clothes)

- playing with my toys, jerking, watching sissy-porn while being dressed up

It was kind of a rush. I never thought before, that something like this would happen and I could not even imagine myself in lingerie before. But I must admit, that I really liked it. I liked the thought of beeing a submissive slave/fuckdoll/fucktoy for men. I fantasized about submitting to some dominant alpha males which are using my holes and my body as the wanted.

I told the guy from the dating site about everything and he asked me if he could visit me at home. I rejected him, because I tried to suppress it. I wanted it to happen in my fantasy, but not in the reality at this moment, because I feared, that I won't be able to stop from going deeper into it, than I wanted.

Some weeks later I decided to buy a dildo. Until then I just had used my plugs and wondered if it would feel very different. After entering the sexshop I was greeted by the lady which had helped me to get my first outfit. We talked a bit if I liked the clothes so far and if I had plans on getting some more. I told her that I wanted to buy dildo, because I had none. She laughed, because she would have thought, that I would own some various dildos, maybe vibrators. I asked her what the difference between dildo and vibrator would be for me, because I am a man and can't cum from using one of these. She laughed again and told me that it is possible for a man to cum from stimulating the prostate. I did not believe her, as I was just 20 years old and had no idea about stuff like that.

I told her, that I only used plugs until then and she asked me about the biggest one. It was about 10cm long and around 3,5cm on the biggest part. Based on that information she showed me various toys and advised me to buy:

- a new plug (12x5cm)

- a realistic-shaped dildo, with venes and stuff (16x5cm)

- a vibrator (14x3cm)

- a chastity cage (see pic below)

I bought everything and aditionally a bottle of lube and some new clamps for my nipples.

At home tried the toys and especially the chastity cage satisfied me, because I was not touching and jerking my dick all the time.

I was not able to fuck me with any of the toys to orgasm, but it felt really good.

When I was finished with dressing up, I took off the cage also and jerked me off.

I did this for some weeks also, before I started to dress up in the theater.

In the theater I was used to wear the lingerie under my normal clothes, but now I wanted to do it differently. I dressed my wetlook clothes and stockings under my normal clothes and brought the other stuff (wig, heels, mask, collar, clamps,...) in a backpack. After arriving at the theater I went to one of the smaller rooms, closed the door. I got rid of my normal clothes and dressed the missing parts of my outfit. I packed the normal clothes in the backpack, opened the door and walked through the theater.

There were some guys in the theater who looked at me and I even got to suck three of them. It was great. They all came on my mask and I did not clean it up. I wore the stains of cum on it for the rest of the evening.

From now on I regularly visited the theater and dressed up like this, even on wednesdays (when I met with the other guy) I wore this dress. He told me, that he liked it, but after three or four meetings with this dress, he did not show up any more.

I did not care about it, as I found everytime someone else to suck. Often I met guys I already had sucked off days or weeks before and some of them asked me to exchange numbers.

I was reminded at the beginning of my journey, but now I had gone a step further and I liked it. I agreed to exchange numbers with most of the guys and some of them started to visit me at home, but more to that later.