The sixteenth part of my adventure in becoming a TV / Sissy

The next day I ordered some packages of panties and strings online, they arrived on Wednesday. Thursday after work I put my cage on and changed my boxer-short with a white pantie with laces. Friday after work I showered, shaved and got dressed. After I was finished I waited for 11:00 pm. Again precisely at 11:00 pm my doorbell rang. Holger entered my apartment and sat down on the couch.

He asked me if I was feeling all right and I was still sure, that I would want to try it. I answered positively.

“Your code-word is a sentence, it is: 'I am no sissy'”, he said, “If you say that, I will immediately stop what I am doing and you will be free and alone again. Repeat it”, he ordered.

I looked at him and said: “If I say 'I am no sissy' you will stop and leave me alone.” “Good”, he answered, “This time it will be forever. You should be totally aware, that a use of the code-word, will end our relationship and all relations we have forever. Understood?”

“Yes”, I answered.

He looked at me: “How do you call me from now on? Further you should answer in a whole sentence.”

“Sir”, I answered, “Yes, Sir. I understand, that a use of my code-word will end all relations between us two forever.”

“Very nice”, he told me, “From now on, you will follow any order immediately. If you hesitate or deny any of my demands I will punish you.”

“Yes Sir.”

“The only way for you to gain your freedom, deny any order or do anything else, because YOU want it, is to use the code-word.”

“Yes Sir.”

“You got the panties? Show me!”

I did as he ordered and showed him all panties and strings I had ordered. All in all it were like thirty panties and strings, all in other colors respectively in an other style in terms of design.

He liked them and told me, that he wanted me to wear each of them regularly. “Get your male underwear”, he demanded after that.

I did and placed all my male underwear in front of him, on the floor of my living room. He reached into his backpack and showed me the kitchen safe. It was an ordinary plastic box, but instead of an ordinary lid, there was a display on the lid and a wheel. He explained to me, that it is simple. One only had to turn the wheel until the displayed time was the desired time, when the lid should open.

He put the lid on the box and turned the wheel. The time on the display changed. Dependent on the speed, with which the wheel was turned, the time changed faster or slower. To demonstrate the function Holger turned the wheel until the display showed one minute. He activated the kitchen safe with giving a little pressure on the wheel. After we had waited one minute he pressed a little knob at the side of the lid and with a 'click' the lock opened. He told me, that there is only a way of getting to the inside of the box if it would be destroyed, before that timer runs out. He took one of my boxer-shorts and put it in the safe. He sat the time to 24 hours, which meant the box would be able to be opened the next day between 11:00 and 12:00 pm. After he had pressed the wheel, to activate the lock, he gave me the kitchen safe and ordered me to put it on the bottom of my wardrobe. I got up and returned after I had put the box away.

“Now, we will get rid of the rest”, Holger said and began to search for something in his backpack. Some seconds later he held a pair of scissors in his hand. He handed me the scissors and told me to cut every single boxer-short. He wanted me to really cut them into small and little pieces, so that even the best tailor would not be able to put them back together. I took the first boxer-short and started to cut it in two parts, after that I laid both parts on top of each other and cut again through it, making it 4 parts. After laying them on top of each other again I started to cut into them like wild, without cutting completely through. After some cuts I started to cut in circles around the middle of the package. Holger watched me while I was going wild on the boxer-shorts. After I was finished with the first of them I showed the outcome to Holger and he was satisfied. There were like two dozens strips of cloth. He said, he would not had guessed, that this had been a boxer-short, if he would not have known. While I proceeded to cut every single of my boxer-shorts Holger started to watch TV, but stopped and controlled every time I was finished with one of the remaining boxer-shorts. After I was done with every single boxer-short it was already 1:00 am. Holger was satisfied with the outcome, but told me, that he would have to leave now. He told me, that he would be coming back tomorrow, after closing the theater. Further he told me to buy some pairs of stockings (preferable fishnet-stockings of different style and color) for tomorrow.

After he had left, I got a plastic bag and put the destroyed boxer-shorts in it. After that I went to sleep. The next morning I showered, shaved myself and got dressed for the day. I had breakfast and as I had to go out to get some stockings I left my apartment. I drove to the nearest sex-shop and entered. I began to walk through the shelves. I decided to buy five pairs of stockings. All of them had the fishnet-style but were slightly different. Three of them were similar, but in different colors (black, white and pink), the other two were both black, but in different style. One of them had some pink ribbons at the back of the legs and the other one had some black-lace on the length of the legs worked in it. I was quite satisfied with my choice and headed home. The rest of the day I spent with getting ready and deciding which one of the new stockings I should wear that night.

I decided to wear the pink one, as the rest of my outfit was black, I thought it might look nice. Holger arrived at 11:00 pm and had a look at my stockings. He was satisfied with them too. He told me, that I would be wearing them every day after work. As soon as I got home, I would need to put my cage on, change my boxer to a pantie or string and furthermore change my socks with one of the stockings. For that reason he told me to buy at least ten pairs more. Afterwards he ordered me to get my socks and the kitchen safe.

As I returned with the drawer with socks from my wardrobe and the kitchen safe on top, he sat on my couch and had the scissors in his hands.

“All of them, except three pair”, he told me.

I got to work and Holger put three pairs in the kitchen safe, before closing it again, setting the time to 30 hours. Monday morning at 6:00 am it was about to be ready to be opened. Holger watched TV again, while I was cutting the socks.

After I was finished he told me to get all my toys.

I got my toys, which was not that much, and showed him. It were only two dildos, one vibrator, one plug, a pair of clamps and my collar. Holger smiled and told me, that we need to improve my toy-drawer. I looked at him confused and he laughed.

“Your socks are gone, there is a perfect option to store all toys now.”

Now I got it and smiled.

“Yes Sir.”

He told me that I would need at least four or five different plugs with different sizes and looks. He told me that he wanted me to buy one of these plugs who look at the bottom like some sort of jewelry, for the other plugs I was free to buy what I wanted, but not two of the same size. Further he wanted me to buy some more dildos, again different sizes, styles (realistic, oversize, bbc,...).

Also he wanted me to buy more clamps, different types of them. Some with bits, some flat, some which strength could be adjusted while wearing them (through some kind of mechanism)... He ordered me to buy at least one whip (not a crop) and one (as big as I can handle) vibrating plug with a digital remote control. That was quite a list and I asked Holger if I was allowed to write that down. He allowed it, because he wanted me to get these things right. As I was finished writing the things down, Holger ordered me to get a second paper.

He proceeded to dictate things I should buy. This time it were clothes: one more skirt (wetlook / must not cover anything of the fishnets)

one under-bust corset (wetlook)

one jacket / coat (wetlook)

one bolero (wetlook)

one mini-dress (wetlook / bottom part must not cover anything of the fishnets) one skirt (cloth / must not cover anything of the fishnets)

one tight top (cloth / must be really small)

one maid costume (cloth or wetlook)

one mini-dress (cloth / bottom part must not cover anything of the fishnets)

one jacket / coat (cloth)

After he was finished dictating me these things, he told me that he would leave now. He told me to get as much toys and clothes as I could until the next Friday.