The second part of my adventure in becoming a TV / Sissy

As time went by I grew 18 years old, still visting school and living with my parents. I got used to visit the porn theater and jerk of strangers, while or after they played with my nipples. I hesitated to suck someone or more, but this was about to change.

Because I was really often in this theater I had started only to wear jeans, sneakers and a sweater with a zipper. Under the sweater I wore my clamps and as soon as I entered the theater opended the zipper, so that everybody was able to see the clamps on my nipples.

It was not that I had not fantasized about sucking someone off, but I simply was afraid of it and thought, that it would never happen. On this special day, I did everything as usual. I entered the shop, paid for the entrance and wandered through the rooms. In one room there was a guy, somewhat between 40 and 45 (I guess). He was sitting on a sofa with his trousers down to his ankles and jerking his cock. It was a nice cock, because it was bigger than most of the cocks I had seen to this point.

I looked at him, but did not have the courage to ask him if I might jerk it. After some minutes I left the room and the guy followed me.

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For everyone who never had been in a theater like this before: I learnt, that this behaviour is common there, because if someone follows you, it means they "like" you. So there are often guys following each other from room to room, until one of them brings up the courage to make the first move.

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I walked through the rooms and shortly after I entered the room this guy came in. He had his trousers pulled up, but his fly was open and his cock was hanging out of it. He looked at me and started jerking his cock, until I left the room again.

This "game" went on for about half an hour. In this time I had have a look in each of the rooms at least once.

Finally we got back to the first room and I sat down on an armchair. I watched the porn on the wall and saw from the corner of my eye, that the guy entered again. He stood behind me and started to jerk. After a few minutes he came closer towards me and stood beneath me.

My heart was racing, because I already had noticed, that he wanted me to make him cum.

I was not sure wether I should jerk him of or not, because before I never had to make the first move. Normally the guys simply asked me if I wanted to jerk them.

I looked at him and how he jerked his cock and he was simply looking at me, not at the porn on the wall. I gave my courage a push and turned towards him. He smiled and came closer to me. I reached for his cock and started to jerk it of. I remarked how he still got closer to me and finally he said: "Take it in your mouth".

That was quite a shock. I hesitated a bit and felt how my heart raced even more. I was so nervous, that I feared I would black out any moment. But I did not. Instead I slid a bid forward, so that I sat on the rim of the armchair and looked at his cock. "Do it", he said and I started to lick it. It was incredible. Obviously I really liked more than just jerking guys of. After some seconds I to the head in my mouth and began to suck him. I remembered the submissive women in the BDSM porn I used to watch and how the sucked the cocks of their masters and tried to mimic it. I was not really able to. In the porn movies the women take the cocks deep in their mouth, but everytime I tried to take it deeper than a few centimeters I gagged. Still I managed to make him horny enough to cum. After some more minutes of me sucking his cock, he pulled it out of my mouth and started to wank it in front of my face. From all the porn I was watching, I knew what would happen next.

I closed my eyes and just waited for him to finish on my face. He did. I think that was the moment I really lost it. I felt his spunk on my face. It was warm and slippery.

After he was finished he gave me a paper towel to clean my face and left. After my face was clean from the sperm I left also. I got to my bike and raced home, still with the clamps on my nipples. At home I opened the door, checked if one of my parents was present and as I found out, that I was alone I jerked myself of. I needed like 20 seconds to cum.

The following visits at the porn theater ended in the same way. I sucked, got cummed on and then wanked at home. I was not really able to understand what was going on and particularly why I was so turned on by this. I thought it made me horny, because I simply liked the humiliating idea behind of sucking a guy of, but today I know, that this was not the reason.