The nineteenth part of my adventure in becoming a TV / Sissy

I was released from my bindings at about 2:00 pm. So I had been bound in this position for quite some time (at least 4 hours).

At first I was freed from the headphones, blindfold and gag.

After that Holger started to get the clamps and the plug of me. I was able to hear and speak again and as he pulled of the clamps I screamed and whimpered a little bit and moaned as he started to work the plug around in my ass again, before pulling it out.

The noises I made during both made me incredible horny. I don't know why, because I never thought, that my own noises could lead me to it, but I think, that it was me beeing super-horny all together and because of that everything slightly connected to this theme would have made me hornier.

As he was finished with the toys, he loosend the ropes. First the one on my hands and arms, following the one on my collar and last the two ropes on my legs.

As everything was put off, I laid down on the ground, because I was exhausted.

Even though I was not able to move and just was kneeling there, without having the opportunity to be active in any way, I was feeling very exhausted by it.

"Do you want to cum?", Holger asked and all exhaustion was gone.

"Yes Sir", I said immediately in a voice with clearly showed him how horny I was.

He laughed and told me to get a vibrator.

I got up and walked inside my bedroom. I opened the door of the wardrobe.

Holger had apparently sorted my things, while I had been bound.

He had hung up all my female clothes on one side of the wardrobe and my male clothes on the other side of the wardrobe. I was kind of amazed by the idea of having an 'extra' section for my female clothes in my wardrobe. After that I opened the drawer, where my socks had been stored before.

In this drawer there were all new dildos I had bought neatly arranged next to each other.

The drawer I opened next was the one, where my boxers had been stored before. Now it was the drawer for all kind of clamps and for my plugs.

On the bottom of the wardrobe there was standing the kitchen-safe with my remaining male underwear (one boxer, three pair of socks) in it.

The whip I had bought, laid next to it.

Holger came after me and asked me what took me so long and I explained him, that I was amazed by the new organization of my wardrobe.

"You like it?", he asked.

"Yes Sir, thank you so much", I answered.

"Well, don't thank me to early. I have a gift for you", he told me.

He left the bedroom and returned a minute later, carrying a massive parcel.

It was from amazon and had my adress on it.

"It was delivered, while you were bound", Holger told me, "You may open it".

I did as he wanted me to and opened the parcel. Inside were quite a few clothes.

There were like some skirts, some hotpants, some dresses, some tops in different colors. All of them were out of cloth and nothing was out of wetlook or any other fetish-material.

Holger told me to put the things in my wardrobe. I got to work and after about ten minutes I was done. My wardrobe contained now quite some female clothes and it really felt good.

"Did you find your vibrator?", Holger asked and I answered negatively.

"Well, no wonder", he started, "I took it away. From today on you will need to fuck a dildo, if you want to cum. The only vibrating thing we will use from now on, will be the vibrating plug, but I will take it with me when I leave sunday evening."

"Yes Sir", I answered, not completely aware, what that would mean for me.

"Get one of the dildos", he demanded and I took a medium sized one with a realistic shape.

We went back in the living room and Holger told me to lube the dildo up.

After I was finished, he told me to put it on the table and to sit on it. I placed the dildo on the edge of the table, sat on it and felt how it slid into my asshole.

Holger sat down on the couch and looked at me. "Begin to fuck it", he commanded and I started to move up and down on it.

It was quite hard to maintain a steady pace and intensity, because I felt the exhaustion again, but I did my best, because I wanted to be able to cum.

After about ten minutes of me fucking the dildo Holger told me to stop and asked me, if I would be able to cum from this.

I answered him, that I was not sure if it would work and so he told me to get up.

He got my vibrator out of his backpack and gave it to me.

"Face on the floor, ass in the air and then tease yourself with it", he told me.

I did as he wanted and after a few minutes I felt how an orgasm was builduing up.

"Are you near?", Holger asked me and I answered: "Yes Sir."

"If you want to cum, you will have to ask for my permission", he told me.

"May I please cum Sir?", I asked.

"No, you may not", he answered.

I changed the angle of the vibrator and pulled it out a bit, because I knew I was not able to hold it, if it has crossed a certain point and as I was not allowed to cum and so I needed to make sure, I won't cum.

"Don't hold still", he said, "Fuck yourself with it, but do it slowly, until the feeling of cumming is gone. After that you will increase the intensity again", he ordered.

I started to fuck me with the vibrator. I pulled it out and pushed it back in slowly.

After a few minutes I felt that it was safe for me, to speed up, change the angle and upper the intensity.

"May I please cum Sir?", I asked after a few minutes, again.

"No, you may not", he answered again.

It were about four times, I had to stop, slow down and then upper the intensity again. I was not allowed to cum then, but I was told to stop and get back on the dildo.

I sat down and slid it into my asshole and started to fuck it as best as I could.

I was not able to get me over the edge and cum.

Again I had to stop and was given the vibrator to tease me.

After having again four times of slowing down and speeding up, Holger asked me how desperate I am to cum.

"I am very desperate to cum, Sir", I answered.

Holger got up and told me to increase the intensity again, but to put my arms between my legs, so that my ass would be free in the air.

He left the living room and returned a few seconds after.

Before I could think about what he might have done, I heard the whip swish through the air and shortly after that it hit my ass.

I was surprised and screamed a bit, but I did not stop pushing the vibrator in and out, hitting the "spot".

The whip came down on my ass a few times and even if it hurt, it did not interrupt my hornyness. He was striking me with quite some force and after fifteen or twenty hits I began to jiggle around with my ass.

"Stay still", he said calmly.

I tried to hold still, but after each hit I began again to jiggle around.

After thirty hits maybe I lost the grip on the vibrator and crawled, out of impulse, a bit away from him.

"Are you running from me?", he asked with a laugh in his voice.

"It hurts sir", I answered.

"You want to cum right?", he asked.

"Yes Sir. Please let me cum. Maybe I can lick your asshole, instead of beeing whipped?", I started to negotiate.

"You are offering to eat my ass?", he asked amused.

"Yes Sir, please let me eat your ass."

"Don't worry", he laughed, "I will let you eat my ass. But we are not done here right now. Get back into position and continue to fuck yourself".

I slowly got back in my face-down, ass-up position with my arms between my legs and started to fuck me again with my vibrator.

Holger waited a few minutes, until he felt, that I was short to cumming, before he started to use the whip again.

It hurt like hell and I whimpered with every stroke of it and after ten strokes I crawled away again.

"I see", he told me and laid the whip on the table.

"Come to me", he told me. He got on of the ropes and started to bind my collar to the table-leg. This time he refrained from securing myself like the last time, because my head was on the floor already. I felt how he slipped a panty on my legs and pulled it up to the knees.

"Put your arms between your legs", he commanded and I did as he told me.

He took another rope and bound my legs and arms together, so that I was not able to move.

As he was finished he took the vibrator, inserted it in my asshole and put it on. He slid the panty up and fixated the vibrator in its place.

"You will stay here until you cum", he told me and I heard how he sat down on my couch. Seconds after that I heard sounds from the TV.

Holger switched through the channels, while I was being bound and tried to cum from the vibrator. As I was not able to put pressure on the vibrator, it was difficult for me, to get it in the right place.

Some time later Holger asked me, if I would be able to cum like this and I answered negatively.

"Then you will stay there for quite some time", he told me.

He was not joking. As he freed me from the ropes it was already 6:00 pm. That meant, that I was being bound for another 2.5 hours minimum.

"How do you feel?", Holger asked me.

I answered honestly: "I am exhausted."

"You are still willing to eat my ass?", he asked me.

"Yes Sir", I answered, hoping I would be allowed to use the vibrator while at it.

I was wrong. I was told to put the vibrator on the table and to kneel down in front of the couch. Holger kneeled down on the couch and stuck out his ass.

I got to work, pulled his cheeks apart with my hands and started to eat his ass. From time to time I even slipped my tongue in his asshole.

I was that horny, that I not even gave a second thought about it.

He moaned and after a few minutes he told me to stop. He turned around and sat down on the couch.

"Ride me", he demanded and I got up, too and sat down on his lap. With help of my hand I was able to slide his dick in my ass and started to ride him.

"Slowly", he said, "and put your hands behind your back."

I slowed down and crossed the arms behind my back. He started to squeeze my nipples and I started to moan.

"Faster now bitch", he started to moan, too.

I speed up and remarked, that if felt really good, to ride him.

Again he was not wearing a condom, but I was to horny to notice or to even care about.

His meaty cock in my ass was like heaven in this moment. He squeezing my nipples meanwhile, was hot, too.

After a few minutes I heard him grunting and felt how he began to twitch around.

"Stop", he told me a few seconds later, "get off me".

I got up and felt again his slimy semen running down my legs and balls.

"Face down, ass up", he told me, "take the vibrator and show me how you cum."

I got to work immediately and after a few minutes I really came.

It was intense and I was twitching around like hell. I felt the orgasm in my intestines. It was like a huge spasm in my body.

"Wow", I heard Holger whispering in my back.

"Thank you sir", I said to him, and pulled the vibrator out.

"You need to lick it up", he informed me and I turned around, licking up the mess I had made.

After I was finished, I was told to prepare dinner, to clean the toys, to clean the table,...

I put some of the food Holger had bouth in the morning in the microwave. (If I remember correctly it was Lasagna as an instant-meal).

And after that cleaned the toys, the table and put everything in its place in my wardrobe.

As I was finished I got the food out of the microwave and brought it to Holger, who was sitting at the table already. Afterwards I was allowed to put the second serving in the microwave.

I returned to Holger and knelt down next to him. He ate his food and after he was finished, I was allowed to get my food.

I sat down to eat and Holger asked me about the day and how I felt. I was kind of surprised, that he really cared and answered him honestly, that it was really much for me and that I was not sure if fucking without a condom is a great idea.

"You know", he told me, "I really care about your well-being, I don't want to force you to something you are not willing to do. S&M is about 'forcing' someone to something, they want to do. You did not use your safe-phrase. Why not, if you were not sure if this would be good for you?"

"I was horny like hell, Sir and was not really able to think about it in this moment. In that moment it was heaven for me, but not because of the missing condom, but because of the situation in general."

"I see", he said and smiled, "So you will be doing everything I want from you, if you are horny enough?"

"I don't know, Sir. Maybe it will turn out to be like this. I just know, that I did not wanted to say my safe-phrase once."

"That is really nice to hear", he answered.

Holger got up and sat down on the couch and watched TV until I was finished and had done the dishes.

After that I knelt on the floor next to him, with my eyes to the ground, while he was watching a movie.

After the movie ended, he told me to get ready for sleeping. It was 10:00 pm right now and he said, that he knew how exhausting the day was for me.

He bid me good night and went into my bedroom.

I undressed, brushed my teeth and got ready for bed. As I came out of the badroom there were some clothes hanging on the door handle of my bedroom-door.

Each bundle had a little note on it.

The first bundle said: "This is for the night". It were black fishnets, a black string panty and one of the new tops, it was white and after getting my outfit on, I remarked, that the top was at least two sizes too small, but I thought it might be intentional.

The second bundle was my dress for the next day. It were pink fishnets, a pink panty with some lace-work. One of the new skirts (again two sizes too small). It was black and had some white highlights, but was very short. It only was covering 3/4 of my ass. And for the top, there was a matching black-top (of course two sizes too small).

I hung the clothes for the next day on the door-knob of the living-room door and went to bed. I set my alarm for 6:00 am and had no difficulties to sleep this time.