The eighth part of my adventure in becoming a TV / Sissy

The following monday the guy from the sexshop wrote me some messages and asked me if I was coming back this saturday. I told him, that I did not know it yet and to message me again thursday or friday.

Tuesday I got the next messages, that he really liked the idea of me walking outside of the theater and that he would like me to do that again. Further he asked again, if I knew if I was able to come on saturday.

I was kind of flattered of that, because I liked the idea of him thinking about me in my outfit, walking around the theater. I told him, that I will hopefully make it this saturday, but promised him again, that I would definetely come the saturday after that, if I can't make it this weekend.

The whole week went by really slow. I was thinking about going to the theater and precautionary I used the shaving creme and the body lotion, because I wanted to be ready to go.

On wednesday some workmates asked me if I would be joining them in going out the next weekend and I told them, that I would maybe not, because I was still insecure if I would go to the theater twice in a row, without having a pause in between.

I thought the following thursday about what might happen, if I was deciding for one of both opportunities. I was not really sure if I would upset the guy from the sexshop if I was not coming and even so, if I would upset my workmates if I won't go with them.

Friday at work I told my workmates, that I was not able to go with them, because I would to have to visit my parents this weekend (I know that lying is not that great, but I was not ready to just say, that I won't go out with them). While on lunch time I wrote the guy from the sexshop, that I would be coming this saturday and that I had called of a meeting with my workmates and even told him, what my 'reason' for that was.

He replied, that I could come tonight and that I even could stay until sunday. So nobody would be able to catch me red handed with my lie.

I answered him, that I definetely could come tonight, but that I don't know if I would stay the night and eventually would not be coming on saturday and instead be meeting my workmates, after telling them, that I was after all not visiting my parents.

I felt like a jerk, because I would be lying to my workmates twice over one thing in that case. Nevertheless I agreed on coming already this evening and after work I showered, used the shaving creme and body lotion. After that I dressed my clothes under my normal clothes (including the chastity cage) and packed the rest in my backpack.

At around 7:30 pm I left my appartement and arrived at the sexshop about one hour later.

The guy was waiting for me already and smiled at me, as I entered.

At this point the guy told me his name and for you I will describe him in the following:

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His name was Holger, somewhere between 40 and 50 years of age.

He was about 1,90m tall and had at least a little bit of a belly. He was not fat, he was just heavyset. He had short brown hair and brown eyes. I liked the way he looked and I liked the 'aura' he radiated. When I looked at him I found myself beeing totally calm. I would never have thought about going outside dressed like I was, but after he asked me to do it, I did. I should have been angry with him for tricking me with the key the last time, but I was not and wanted to walk again and again. He radiated a sense of calmness but in the same time some kind of authority, which just wiped away my fears or sorrows.

Some time later I noticed, that I walked the first time outside of the shop, because he asked me to and not, because I really wanted it. The following times I did it, because I liked it too.

Many things we did in the following weeks/months I did at first, because he wanted it and with repetition I really loved those things or learned to love them.

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Holger greeted me and asked me if I wanted to take a key right away this time. I wanted to and thanked him after he gave one to me. As I started to take out my wallet to pay for the entrance he just said: "You don't need this, it's on me for today."

I smiled at him and entered the theater.

After I got changed in the restrooms, had applied my make-up and used the clamps and the plug I put all the other stuff in my backpack and closed it in one of the lockers. I went to the counter, ringed the bell and gave the key to Holger. He wished me much fun and told me to definitely wait for his finishing time.

I walked through the rooms and watched some porn. There was one other guy in the theater, but I found him about half an hour after I had been left by Holger. He must have been in one of the smaller rooms before and I was not there, because I did not really liked them really much. He was kind of nasty. He smelled a bit, had oily skin and hair and definitely had drunk some beers while beeing in here or before. I was not really feeling well with him and for that reason I left a room when he entered it. The stranger was following me in every room and as I knew from the beginnings of my 'porn-theater-career' it was because he wanted me to suck him. I was not ready for that and simply ignored him as good as possible. After some time had passed he asked me to suck him, but i politely declined.

Well, that did not stop him from following me, staring at me and finally jerking his cock the whole time. He came on one of the seats while looking at me. Afterwards he left.

As I was sure, that the guy really was gone I walked to the counter, rang the bell and told Holger about that guy.

Holger just smiled and answered, that this guy is a well known customer. A truck driver, who stopps by three or four times a month. He told me, that this guy is 'totally OK', which meant, that this guy is kind of nice and I should not be worried about him.

I smoked some cigarettes, drank a coke and walked again through the theater. Until it was closing time, there was not a single guy entering the theater and I was kind of disappointed and started to question myself, why I was here in the first place. It was to meet Holger, but Holger had to work and now it would only be something like 30 or 40 minutes, until I would be changing back and leaving.

While I was thinking about that Holger showed up. He told me, that he had closed the shop now and we began to talk about lots of things. It was kind of a casual conversation and only after smoking three cigarettes and having another coke we started to speak about something more sexual.

I don't really remember all of it, but what I remember is, that he asked me, why I was agreeing on coming again and what I was expecting out of it.

I answered him something like (Don't really know the exact words anymore): "I don't really know, I just liked the last time here. I liked the walking outside and the thrill of it and I even kind of found it funny, that you tricked me with the key the last time"

After that he asked me if I had experiences with men in general and what I already had done. I told him, that I only had sucked some guys off until then and that they came on my face (earlier) and on my mask (after buying it).

He laughed a bit and told me, that he thought, that I had been more experienced with things like this.

He asked me then, if I wanted to walk around the theater again or if I wanted him to show me some toys of the sexshop. I wanted to walk first, as I was kind of wanting to become horny and wanted to let my "horny-self" take over my thoughts (It had been before like that, every first time to do something it was that I needed to get horny to be able to cross the line to something).

He led me to the door of the emergency-exit and told me, that he would open the entrance of the shop 5 minutes after I had stepped out of the door. I nodded and he opened the door.

After I stepped out he closed the emergency-exit and I started to walk around. As I had 5 minutes for a two minute walk, I just walked for some time on the dark backyard. After I felt the 5 minutes were up I went around the theater and headed to the entrance.

Holger was waiting for me and looked at his watch. He nodded, opened the door and let me in.

He asked me where I had been walking and after I looked at him kind of confused he laughed and asked me if I had been the whole time on the backyard. I answered positively and he laughed again.

"That does not count at all", he told me, "The five minutes were ment to take a little walk. It has kind of zero effect, if you are loitering at the backyard. We both know, that you were able to do this the last time and so this is not a challenge for you."

"Where should I walk?", I asked him and he answered:

"Maybe walk for like 500 steps away from the shop, turn around and come back. Maybe it is more or less than five minutes until you come back and depending on that you will be either let in or you will have to stay for the rest of the time in front of the shop. Do you still want to walk outside?"

I thought about it for a second and said 'yes' to his idea. I thought it might be an exciting task for me and I really was getting horny by the thought of beeing seen.

He asked me if I wanted to leave from the entrance or from the backyard. I told him, that it does not really matter for me and so he asked me to step out right here.

I did and soon after that I heard how he closed the door behind me and turned the key in its lock. I started to walk to the other side of the shop and followed the edge of the beginning woodlot for about 500 steps. I turned around and walked back.

I was not seen by anyone, but it was exciting nonetheless.

After I was back, Holger opened the door and let me in. He asked me how it was and how I felt. I told him, that I was really fine and that it kind of made me horny.

He smiled at me and without a warning he grabbed my nipple clamps with his hands and took them off. As I was wearing the clamps for quite some time now I hurt like hell. I moaned a bit and he begann to massage my nipples with his fingers.

"You really like beeing like this aren't you?"

"Yes I do."

Holger looked me in the eye and asked me if I wanted to stay the night, but that I would have to stay in the theater. I was kind of shocked, but his fingers rubbing, squeezing and rubbing my nipples, quickly let the shock blur. I did not know what to answer and so I said nothing, but looked at him.

"I can get you a blanket, a pillow, I have bought some toothpaste, a brush and I have for sure something to sleep in for you. If you want to, we can look for something in the shop and you can choose from one of the outfits."

At this point I noticed, that he was well prepared for me and that he had thought about this quite well. I told him, that I was unsure about it.

"If you are afraid something will happen you may take your cellphone out of your locker and can call me everytime. If you call me I will come here and get you out of here as soon as possible."

"What would be if I do it?", I asked him.

"I will not talk about what will happen in the future. I just want you to stay here, trust me and everything else will come."

"I don't know", I began, but he interrupted me:

"If you don't know, this could mean that you don't really like this or it could mean, that you like this, even like the idea, but just are afraid to let it go."

"I know, I kind of like the idea and I like to fantasize about what could be emerging within us two, but I am afraid, that this is kind of quickly. I don't really know, if I am prepared for this."

"You are never really prepared for something like this. This is life. Feel my fingers on your nipples?", I felt his finger really good and as he asked me, it was like something washed over me. I nodded.

"Do you like how they feel?", I nodded again. He took one of his hands off, leaned forward an gave my nipple a shallow lick with his tongue. I moaned a bit, because it really felt awesome.

"Do you want to stay the night?", he asked again and I said: "Yes".

After he had "persuaded" me to stay the night in the theater we went to the shop and he showed me some clothes, which I might like to sleep in. It was a babydoll, a catsuit and some lingerie (bra, string, stockings). I decided, that I wanted to wear a catsuit. He showed me some more and I took a net catsuit with openings for boobs and an opening at the crotch.

He gave me the key to the locker and told me to get my cellphone. I did. While I was doing it, he got a backpack and gave it to me. He demanded the key from me and after I handed it to him, he took me to the theater area again. He told me, that I could sleep were I wanted, but that he thought the sofas in the little rooms were more cozy than the seats in the bigger rooms. I agreed, took his backpack, bid him goodnight and walked towards the little rooms.

I heard how the door behind the counter closed and how it was locked. After arriving in the little rooms I began to get ready for "bed". I undressed my clothes (everything except my chastity cage, because the key for it was in the locker), got the catsuit on my body and walked over to the restrooms to brush my teeth. As I passed the counter I remarked a sign on the door, which was not there before. It said: "If you are ready for bed, knock twice".

Holger must have opened the door again and put the note there.

I went into the restrooms, brushed my teeth and went back. As I passed the counter I entered and knocked twice at the door. I waited for some seconds, but nothing happened. I went back to my "bed" and some minutes after I was getting ready to sleep and becoming comfortable on the sofa the Flat-Screen TV was switched on. I got up and walked through the small rooms and found out, that every Flat-Screen TV was airing porn. Even in the bigger rooms, there was porn airing on the screens. After I had checked every room and every one of the cabins with the glory holes, I found out, that in every room was airing shemale porn.

I was kind of baffled, because I thought I really should sleep. I went to the counter, entered and knocked at the door: "Very funny, you can come in now."

Nothing happened. I went back to my "bed", took my cellphone and wrote him a message:

"You are not here anymore are you? This was not unintentional wasn't it?"

"You are right my dear", he replied, "I thought you might like to watch some of these. Have a beautiful night".

I anwered: " ;-) " and, "The next time you could warn me before and the next time you could also put up some BDSM-porn"

After about half an hour later, I was laying on my sofa and watching a porn with a blonde shemale and two guys. Suddenly I got another message: "Walk through the rooms".

I got up and walked around. Now there were some BDSM porn airing beneath the shemale porn running. "You came back for me? Thank you.", I wrote him, but he did not answer.