Part 32

About an hour later I arrived at Holgers place. I got out of my car, walked over to the door and was let in by Holger. He demanded the keys for my car and went to check if there were any male clothes in the car. Again, as last time, he did not find anything.

After he had returned we went out on the terrace and had a cigarette, while we started to talk about the week and how it went with my new shedule.

In the following I will tell what Holger said to my activities:

Monday:

After I had told him how my monday went, he was quite satisfied until I told him, that I had undressed my heels, while I was doing my male clothes laundry. He told me, that I have to wear them all the time and that I need to go slower and with caution, if I fear to stumble or trip.

Tuesday:

I started telling Holger about my tuesday and he was okay with me putting the washed clothes on a line in the morning. He told me, that he liked the way I had cleaned my appartment that day, but that I would have to get the garbage-bag out of my appartment the same day and that it is not good, if I wait until the next morning. He told me, that I can do it later in the evening, but still need to be dressed up, while doing so.

Wednesday:

He smirked as I told him, that I drove for about an hour, until I was confident enough to get out of my car, dressed in the girly sport-clothes. He said, that he was satisfied with my efforts that day and that he wanted me to keep the 6km jogging route until I could run it without stopping.

Further he told me, that he wanted me to alternate between both alternatives for wednesday - because he wanted a sissy with a defined body.

Also he was not quite happy that I did not do any laundry that day. He told me, that I have to do at least a bit of female clothes laundry every wednesday.

Thursday:

Telling Holger about thursday was quite difficult, because he was not really happy with me.

He was okay with me wearing the coat and giving it to the cashier.

After that he was not okay at all with what I did.

He told me, that this activity was not for me to have fun and instead was for me to get laid and to practice my skills.

While telling him about the evening in the theater, he often interrupted me and told me, how I would have to behave the next time.

He did not find fault with my tries to find someone to meet, but with my behaviour in the theater.

For the next time he told me to do it better. Following I will list the things he found fault with.

- if there are men present and willing to use me, I would have to let them

- to be sure, if they want to use me, I would have to ask all of them and by that he meant all of them, even the guy behind the counter, who had taken my coat

- it does not matter if I find them attractive, if they smell or if there is something else which I do not like about them

- the only thing I can do to avoid beeing used by people I don't like is to set up a date (Holger told me, that he had not thought about that earlier, but that he now would grant me the opportunity to 'control' who uses me, by allowing me to not ask anyone else, if I am lucky to set up a date / nevertheless I would have to let anyone use me, if they approached me themselves)

Also he wanted me to change my shedule a bit for thursday.

He told me to stay until 10pm, if I don't have a date. So I would need to find someone to meet, if I would not want to be used anyone there and if I would not want to stay until 10pm.

Friday:

He had nothing to say to my fridays activities, as there was just work, getting dressed, getting all vibrating toys in my bag and leaving.

After we were finished talking about the last week, we had dinner. We ordered some chinese food.

After we had finished the order, Holger put down some money on his kitchen table and told me to answer the door.

About fourty minutes later the doorbell rang and I took the money. I walked over to the door, opened it and looked the delivery guy right in his eyes. It seemed that he was a bit shocked and after exchanging the money and the food, he walked away really fast.

Holger and I sat down at his kitchen table and ate. While we ate, he asked me how I felt about the last week and if I had some ideas to add to the shedule. I had not and Holger nodded.

After we were finished with our food, Holger told me to go to my room and to close the door.

He followed me and locked the door immidiately after I had closed it. Through the door he told me to think about the shedule and that he expected me to have an additional idea for every day, which might fit in the already existing shedule or which might be an alternative task for a day instead of the existing tasks.

I think there is no need to tell you, that I was not let out of the room for the evening again. I thought about additional tasks and fell asleep around 11pm.